Koshka. =]

[Koshka]

Koshka

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Appearance:
There is no part of Koshka that denies the Canis lupus familiaris blood that runs through her veins. While she is barely touched by the blood of the dog she resembles one very closely. The black back of the Siberian Husky blankets the creamy white fur that covers her feminine frame. However it fades to a light brown. Splotches of lighter fur even fade in winter leaving no trace of the husky colouring that once identified the little canine. Unfortunately she is smaller then a normal husky female. This is the only thing her wolf parents had cursed her with. Reaching a measly 19 Inches and weighing in at 45 lbs. The light greyish speckles around her bright eyes give way to the thick black sockets that hold them into to place. Her fur is thick and hides her slender body giving her a somewhat muscular appearance, though it fails to make up for her clearly dominant feminine figure it can occasionally fool others into leaving her alone. A handy trick indeed.
Eye Color: Unlike most Huskies her eyes are a deep blue, instead of a normal pale icy blue. Her eyes have darkened significantly from the years of selective breeding by her ancestors. This was an unintentional side effect, however escaping her domestic heritage has not been easy obviously.
Breed:4/5 Russian Wolf[Canis lupus communis] 1/5 Siberian Husky
Gender: Female
Personality: Gender:Female
Age:1.5

Personality:
Over all Koshka is a kind individual, her heart is in the right place, that is for certain. Unfortunately her struggle to survive has had a few negative effects. Being young she has a hard time understanding certain things, mostly when it is a good time to do certain things. She's certainly an odd one. Cute and outgoing is what Koshka usually is, however this one is far from perfect. She constantly feels inferior, she is never good enough and always feels as if she is being looked down upon. It's not her age or even that she is part dog, since she has very little Husky left in her blood.She feels this way because she is small and weak. Her focus has always been being beautiful and thought of as such.

She had always put love before anything else. This is a bit ironic, seeing as how she and her family had never really got along. Koshka can hold a grudge, endlessly. Once you are on her bad side you are there for good. She cannot bring herself to forgive anyone really, and she is extremely jealous. She hides it well when she must.

Koshka is also very loyal, she has an endless supply of trust, actually she trusts so much and so easily it's become quite unhealthy. She is easy to use and bend to your will, capable of almost anything when she puts her mind to it. She is quite smart, but tries to ignore it, ignorance is bliss, and she'd rather be blissful then admit that anything could possibly be wrong with her or her life. She will do what is necessary to survive.
Likes:Nearly everything, she likes company, friends, the sky, the night the day, the stars, the moon, feeling happy, feeling loved... EVERYTHING.
Dislikes: Bad things, hurting others.. There is not much else she doesn't like.

History:

Growing Up

There is little of her past that little Koshka can remember, so much happened so quickly, still it is all a blur to her little mind. She couldn't tell you the purpose of her parent's union. Two were produced, but the relationship between Kirill and Anastasiya is a confusing one. Koshka is certain, however, that there was no love in the union. Soon after her birth the two went their separate ways. In her family it seemed tradition that the females mate with wolves in order to completely rid the bloodline of any hint of canine, and that is just what her mother did. One day the husky mix got lose and came back pregnant. While Kirill always lurked around the house where Anastasiya's master lived, it was likely he was only staying around to make sure that she did not mate with another. The week after Koshka was born her father said his goodbyes and was on his way leaving Ana and her two babies in the care of the humans. Little Koshka and her brother Sobaka were sold not long after that to a man who trained professional sled dogs and sold them to racers. Ana was quite unhappy when the man took the two away, but Shka was far to young to remember much of what happened. For a while she missed her mother and after some time she forgot her mother, or at least she forgot to think about her. The man had a baby and an older son, there was quite an age difference, for one called her Koshka. Clearly she was not a cat, but he was apparently too young to care. The other went along with it, however calling his dog Koshka seem to bother him some. He named her brother Sobaka, as a joke she guessed though at that age she knew little of humor, let alone human humor. She guarded the boy with her life until one day... He just up and left, she never saw him again.

Becoming an Adult

Not long after that she found herself in a new home, being beaten and attacked by other dogs. She fought for her life nearly everyday. Her brother, she only saw a few times during this part in her life, he was as battered, as beaten as she was. They were fed very little, she suffered much trauma and damage across her body that most of her memories were forgotten. As a coping mechanism she has pushed those times from her head. Even her escape was a blur, but what she does remember is a girl, cleaning and mending her wounds on a beach. She followed the scent of the girl to a village, it was full of people and so she decided it was best to leave. She was left with no where to go and so she chose the life of a lone wolf. She searched for her father, but at this point she was unsure her memories of him were even valid. Maybe she never had a father. She spent some time running, swimming and climbing, there were moments in her life where she had to defend herself to the best of her abilities and finally she found herself here. Broken, beaten, exhausted and alone. Lost and uncertain, tired and confused. Her life is pieced together by dreams, when she has them, nightmares occasionally but they effect her very little these days.

Life Goes On

Koshka has not yet reached this point in her life. Though as she would she hold high hopes for whatever future she might have. This part of her life will probably be the most difficult despite the troubles, hurt, heartache, and all the horrible things that have happened in her previous year and a half. Rejoining a normal wolf society and finding her own place in life will be the biggest challenge that Koshka will ever face. Overcoming fears and her own past will naturally require much support and love from her peers but Koshka is a determined young female. She has high hopes for herself and will make every effort to make a life for herself hopefully brightening many lives on the way. In this new place there are many possibilities. She could easily lose herself in the dangers and evils lurking in such a place or better herself, remaining strong and peaceful in such times of darkness. The only thing that is certain is that she will have an impact on many lives, likewise herself and her future will be greatly impacted by those who inhabit this land. Whether for better or for worse Koshka will become one with this place. One could only hope that she would maintain her innocence and pure soul

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About You

Online Name: Duvessa

Favorites: Uhh, pasta, wolves, horses, dogs, being awesome, not being bored. =P
Hobbies: Playing Pokemon, taking care of my boyfriend, watching movies, playing video games, peeing my pants waiting for Star Wars the Old Republic, going to the doctor and checking on my baby(I cannot wait she's gonna be so cute!)

How did you find us?: Didn't remember two years ago most definitely don't remember now! xD

Koshka Accepted by Dream: 24/12/2011